Assessment!

Walked through the doors in the Agos foyer as calm as a ... urmmm? what is calm? Well you know what I mean. But as soon as Ray said okay your times starts now, I just broke down into a shear panic. Have I set that up right? what do I do next? what is Ray writing down in his notebook!

My mind blanked when it came to do back focus, took me a good few minutes to calm down and be like, okay just be calm. Then I remembered. I would love to say I remained calm for the rest of the assessment but that would be a lie! It was horrible! every minute I felt I was going to drown in my sweat that was flowing off me. Yeah thanks very much 'Right Guard 24' You lasted all of 2 hours!

Anyways good thing is I passed, making only a few simple mistakes. Ray seemed happy with everything I did, so why don't I feel happy? I still feel depressed from the experience! :l